Here we go !! 1DPO

So here we are then , 1 DPO

Well actually according to my app! I am 2 DPO so lets go by that even though I don't think it works very well!

So last month I was convinced...again! As I had implant bleeding?! like small amount of bleeding for one day after some cramps 10 DPO so that was weird. I was so convinced, why am i having these signs??? I also only had my period for a few days, again not like me so i actually took a test the day after AF stopped just to check, swear I saw a faint line? But I had to really look so.. no no BFN

So today here I am in a serious mood, everyone annoying me, clear sign! But lets see what the next 2 weeks brings, welcome and join me for my next TWW!

Not long now!

Not long now people till I start blogging!

Lets see what this month brings shall we, the usual, my body convincing me I am totally pregnant!!!

Damn you mother nature! No no we love her really xx

AF is here :(

Sorry I didn't blog yesterday but AF come.... bit early so I should have known really.

But it's so confusing , why did I have spotting a week before I started,  so so strange,  all the signs were there.

See what I mean?? Drives you crazy. My body convincing me I was :(

Oh well until next month then guys!!

BFN

Well there you have it guys, loads of symptoms this month, its totally crazy, hence why i am the TWW crazy lady,

I had a little hope as if i turnt the test slightly left and right n the sunlight i saw the faintest line! But who am I kidding? We are not at that desperate stage yet right?? errk

I am due on tomorrow and so i think AF is on the way to be honest, shame though as boobs hurting today and so of course thought oooooh good sign. But BFN not a good sign.

Let see what tomorrow brings, but for now crazy lady is a little sad so signing off xxx

Spotting

Ok so yesterday I had spotting or I was starting my period early which never happens!

So yes I googled it, we all do it!! And of course according to most sites out there i am totally pregnant, one lady had my symptoms down to a T!

But the thing is, soooo many of these women are out there asking asking asking, am I ? am I?
Give you all their symptoms and then thats it! you never find out as they never bother to come back and say yes or no?! It is so annoying so I will not do that to you all!

So its saturday and I am due Monday, no bleeding today, no spotting, so I might have to take a test tomorrow as I just cant wait! I found a test that tells very early at only 10hCG needed so fingers crossed with that one.

Knowing the levels I thought was a must and found a good chart on the internet which I will try  and find again share with you tomorrow,

Oh so hCG is the human chorionic gonadotropin... yeah I know right? Like what? So we just say hCG. Only shows when you are pregnant and gets more and more as time goes on.

So far this month then, cramping, next day light bleeding, two days later more light bleeding, soooo tired! and tonight totally emotional! Hubby asked me out for a coffee and I started crying! How cute I thought, I love him so much and that was it, water works!! Mmmmm baby dust for manana!

I tested!!

I know I know! But to be fair it wasn't my fault! Let me explain....

Been terribly ill and was at the doctors today and they gave me all these drugs??

Well, as you all know I had some cramps 3 days ago and the very next day some light bleeding so yeaaaaah implantation! No no sorry....focus...

And so I casually say... can I take these if I am pregnant? That was it! Pregnant? You're pregnant? Then hubby looks at me in happy shock... you're pregnant? Calm down everyone! I said IF I was pregnant!

I explained that I was 12 DPO and had a few early symptoms,  I was on my tww, all which seemed to totally go over her head! She was very young and clearly never been pregnant.

So she said we will test you. So I silently got excited as I only have one left at home which won't detect for a few days yet. And we all know the doctors blood test can detect very early so as my excitement begins to grow...she asks me to pee in a cup! What? Well I can do that at home! And it's way to early to tell on a strip test? Ooooh ok , so I got a BFN of course but she told me to take another one in a few days .

When I got home I had a few more red not pink streaks when wiping so I thought AF come early? Early, me? That's never happened since..well never. Surely not more implantation bleeding? GOOGLE IT!!

Here we go!!

Right guys!

The body has started again, here we go...

I was getting worried as no symptoms at all and thought my blog was going to be silent for a month!! But oh no, mother nature was just fooling me again and woke up today feeling very sick!

So ok, this morning I was feeling so nauseous, but its hot so lets put it down to that, because we all know I am probably not pregnant , look at all the symptoms I had last month!!

But then! Later i had some serious spotting going on?? If you remember I had cramping yesterday ? Oh my days, I am getting excited... no no no,, I am not.

Unless??? I started to feel some deep throbbing up top? Ooooh this is looking good, shall we do some faint line testing tomorrow? It will be 10 DPO! No no come on guys , we are not the crazy obsessed ones remember! lol

8 DPO

So then not muxh to report at the moment, not much of a phantom pregnancy this month?? Well not yet anyway!

We have plenty of time for that to change!

Bit of cramping today. But do t worry I only have 2 tests left at the moment so I can't be wasting them now so early!!

But you know. I just might!

It's starting!!

OK people here we go again, let's she what mother nature wants to trick me with this month!! 

So far I had a tiny cramp this morning and serious head fog?? But I don't see how that could be connected... might Google it?!! No! I won't,  it's only day one! 10 long days to go...