I Caved!

Oh dear, i did it, I caved!!

I took a test, I know, I know, I shouldn't have.... I got a BFN
Of course, we all knew that would happen, in my defence , its because I read on a website yesterday that you can take the strip tests 10+ DPO , I am 14 DPO! So of course I was gonna take one, only 4 days till AF but I cant wait till then!

And of course now I wish I had waited as I have 2 tests left to last this month and next! But this is it, no more tests till after AF is meant to arrive. You and I both know this is nearly impossible!!

So anyway, I have all the symptoms, albeit, others this month, I am super thirsty , I have the mild thrush, little cramping and today I even had very small spotting! As if baby planting was going on!! So I tell you , it is really my fault I tested?? You would have too! Admit it!

So its clearly my bodys fault and Googles fault and these other websites telling me a strip test will detect a baby by now, so I have to have all these problems and symptoms, my temperature is still high and STILL probably get AF in 4 days...... Depressed much!

So yeah BFN, no matter how many times I hold it up to the light desperately looking for a faint line! Turning it all kinds of angles, oh is that one? No no , we all know its not!!

But after all these symptoms, stupid me , still have the glimmer of hope that the test was cheap rubbish and AF aint coming! So I need to wait a week, Still blogging my everyday symptoms of course, crazy lady signing off ,,,,,,