Maybe something is wrong....

ok so I feel bad thinking I should get checked out because it hasn't happened yet as its only really been 5 months, some people try for years!

But the reason I thought I  would check is because I had to google the fact that I spot every month so far a week before the AF shows?? So thats weird, now some girl said she had the same and so after a year went to the doctors to be told she had issues with her progesterone levels?

This was the reason she would spot every month before AF , which is what I seem to be doing as well, as usual I went off on a tangent and found out loads of interesting info. This lady also had the problem, went to the doctors to get her progesterone levels built up with some pills and fell pregnant a month later which was good news so its fixable.

So I have turned into a testing freak! I done two today, yes two, because I took one this morning and I swear I saw a faint line! But have I got to the point now where I see what I want to see?? Am I the only one? please tell me I am not the only crazy lady when it comes to her TWW??? I just couldnt wait, tomorrow morning cant come fast enough...I need to see if it gets darker, but I can only see it if I really look and twist the test etc, I read thats not good, that doesn't count, but I am sure we all do it!!
So I took another one tonight and same, very very and I mean very , pass the magnifying glass faint!