Where was I?

I know I know!

Where was I? Well guys, sorry to leave you all like that but I had to go for a while, ya see...

I had all the pregnant symptoms as you know! And saw a very faint line, so I tried not to get excited, then the next day another faint line so if course I will get excited now! But still trying to remain calm as I had 3 days to go yet.

Then 3 days early which is unheard of for me, AF was here? With a vengeance too! So many clots as well, but to spare you the horrible details it would appear to be a small miscarriage, since then I have googled it, its what we call a chemical pregnancy.

So I went to the doctors, and she was not helpful or tactful, she was actually angry that I had taken a test! She said I should not be taking a test till I am at least 10 days late on my period... WHAT! YEP YOU HEARD ME.

So what do we say to her?? 10 days? who in there right mind can wait a day let alone ten!? Also if i am ten days late then why take a test? surely that's clear I am pregnant? Stupid women. She went on to say it didn't count as I would have only been 4 weeks pregnant, and so it was just a false positive and if I hadnt of tested I would never had known so wasnt aloud to get upset about it... again ...stupid women. I was this close to asking her if she ever tried for children before???

So as you can see this was a little bit traumatic for me and so sat in my room for a week and didn't come out as I felt sick with it all as well.

I think i am going to take a little break for a while, that's probably when t will happen! But I have tests etc coming up now to see if I  have trouble holding babies in . So i will keep you posted on that!